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i love to sit there, at our favourite coffee shop. alone.
tasting your favourite coffee. eating their cookies which your highly recommended cookies. reading those books you love the most. playing the songs you really like.

i do still remember what are we talking about at 5 in the afternoon in this coffee shop.
escaping away from the terrific hectic streets.
looking at the glorious sky. humming our songs.
giggling. joking about people.

somehow i miss you.
i miss you like you're the missing pieces of my puzzle.
i miss your laugh.
i miss your deep brown eyes.
i miss your hands while they're holding mine.
i miss you. i miss you.

i fell in love with you. i fell in love with everything in you. i fell in love with everything that made you.
i fell in love with how you talk.
i fell in love whit your writings.
i fell in love with every single day i spent with you.

i adore you. i do.
in every second we're together.
in every details of you.
i adore how your perfume somehow become a prefect mix with your body scent.
say that im stupid, but i adore how you dressed up.


and. its me. still at the coffee shop. still the same spot. still the same cup of coffee. still the same cookies. the same books. and the same song playlist.
without you. without our afternoon story.

you're gone. just gone without any sentimental detail reason.
i wake up in the morning and i never found you until today.
nothing left beside you're memories.

and im here in order to have you back. make you back to life by living in your memories.
picking up the minor details of yours.
hope someday this detail will be grown as you. the one i love, just like yesterday. like you used to be.