maybe, I should not ask

it was started with 1 simple question and end up with the world crashing down.
it was started with a spark of loving and caring but should end up with commit suicide.
it was started with a smiling face but ended with a crying face.

regret for asking.
hurting to know the answer.
bleeding to face the truth.

"maybe i should not ask"
"but how could im not asking? i was so worried, curious at the same time"
well maybe i should''ve stop at the moment it should be stopped"
"how can i stop if a part of me ask for more?"

and that is all started with just one simple question.