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gw gamau berharap terlalu banyak lagi ke dia
enough
every little thing enough is enough
sakit kalo inget dia
okay. he did nothing to me
tapi tetep aja. sakit
padahal kemarenan, kalo boleh jujur, gw ga pake feeling sama dia
kalo bole jujur
gw cuma seneng aja ada cowo yg 1 ras sama gw
and he is alive
i mean, dia nonjol
he's not a so so guy

gw cuma pengen deket sama dia...


tadi pas pulang kuliah
gw manda sally ke M1
mau ngambil photocopy-an
pas turun, mau balik ke mobil manda
ketemu dia sama dape sama kenny
and did you know what??
my heart is beating soo fast. sakiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit bgt. jadi surem. kaya tersedot ke supermassive blackhole. terjelembap ke dalam jurang. terasingkan didalam diri..
sakit banget banget

pengen nangis kalo inget dia

gw gak mau mikirin dia lagi
tapi selalu kepikiran dia
over and over again
gw capek
sumpah
gw capek
i just want to end up this feeling!!!!
no more that feeling
no more another hope for him
no more another dream about him!!!!!
enough!!!!
please...
im so tired of this shit thing

padahal kemaren" ga pernah kaya gini
it is became weird day by day

i dont have any idea what is it
only God knows

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itu post-an gw bulan kemarenan
pas gw baca" lagi
yeah
kenapa ya
the feelings tu coming back for more
gamau pergi
linger on me

oh God i just want to move on..
tapi ya kalo engga ya gimme the opposite lah Tuhan
make me very close with him
or make us just like a stranger on a bus
please choose one God
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